It is interesting that at times when you are surrounded by so many people, you can sometimes feel so alone. So many people are talking to me about their lives, the world, the law... sometimes just general friendly smack talk and I hear nothing. I am in the middle of a huge congregation, and I find myself laughing and agreeing with things that are said, but my mind is just blank. Everything is just spinning around in my head like a washing machine on overdrive and I just want to stand there and scream to see if anyone hears me. Not in the literal sense, but in the sense that sometimes I just want someone to hear what I am feeling.
I have never been so overwhelmed as I am right now. I am backed into a corner and there is absolutely no way out. I know I will get through all this, and I know there are so many things waiting on the other side but I am running short of patience. And I don't know how to make everything better. x
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