Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Eat me, I am delicious.




It is almost midweek. Everything always looks better from midweek onwards. By Wednesday the weekend is in sight and you start to lose concentration on work and focus more on what time you don't have to be up at on Saturday. Actually, 10 30 on a Tuesday night is when this really starts because screw it, Wednesday is only 1.5 hours away.

  So tonight, being a Tuesday, here I am, planning my weekend, surfing the net,  and just generally using and abusing technology, as one has come to expect from my generation, and what do I find? This little gem (See images above). Cookie cake pie. My body is screaming at me saying " It's the apocalypse!" And yet I am overcome by tasty tasty seduction. I have never wanted anything so much in my life, and I curse the cafeteria for serving me rice pudding as a desert tonight.

This baby was last seen at http://www.cakespy.com/2009/05/triple-threat-cookie-cake-pie.html and I suggest you peruse this site at your leisure.

I will always be a calorie counting gym junkie, but I would be willing to spend the rest of my life in the gym, for some love munching that is this damn delicious.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Teenage Affluenza




This is the 1994 Pulitzer Prize winning photo taken by Kevin Carter. The photograph shows a famine stricken Sudanese child trying to reach food. Behind her is a vulture waiting for her to die so it can eat her.





Starvation and lost hope


Life as a university student is difficult. I am heartbroken because I didn't have enough money to buy an iphone or an ipod touch, so I had to settle for a nano instead. This was upsetting because I can't actually fit all my music on it. I am a whole 5GB short. I often feel inadequate because my parents refuse to buy me a Louis Vitton handbag, which is the only one I really want, instead I have to settle for Country Road. 

I have enormous financial problems at the moment because while the internet is available at my university for free, I absolutely could not be without it in my college room. As a result of this, I must spend 30 dollars a month maintaining it, and even then, I have limited downloads. My phone also eats into my funds. I pay minimum, 30 dollars a month to ensure I have unlimited data text messages because all my friends live so far away. It would take me a good 30 minutes to walk to their homes if I wanted to talk to them. On that note, I often am heavily inconvenienced as I am too poverty stricken to buy a car. I do not want to be embarrassed driving it, which means I need at least ten thousand dollars to buy one. I will probably need to wait until I graduate and get a real job, which is not for another 4 years. 

Life is tragic in the Regional Areas in Australia. Young students living here are forced to live off only college food because the restaurants are just so incredibly expensive and the high end social life simply prevents most young people from having any time for a job. I am one of the lucky ones to hold a stable life guarding job at a theme park a couple of hours from Sydney, but I am only earning 17 dollars an hour. I don't make enough in a week to cover the cost of my rent. I am unable to move home because it was just so far from my university. It used to take me 50 minutes on the train, or 40 minutes driving, and often it was just impossible to get a car park anyway.

I don't know how I will get through the next four years of my life as a student. Some days, I get so upset by everything that all I want to do is come home and watch TV, only I don't have a TV in my room, and my computer screen is too small for the picture to be decent. I am seriously considering going on youth allowance because otherwise, I won't have a good social life next year, and unless I get ipod speakers for christmas, my hearing will probably start to deteriorate too since I am forced to use earphones. Life really is tragic.


Meanwhile, across the globe...


Nodira, which means 'unique' in Uzbek, is one of five children in a poor family. Every morning, after reciting her prayers, Nodira feeds the hens and goats from her wheelchair. The rest of her day is spent knitting for other people and helping her mother with the household chores.

Nodira has never been to school because it is too far from her home and inaccessible for her wheelchair. A local teacher used to come and tutor her at home and, as a result, she was able to finish third grade. After that, her parents moved to another town and the tutor's visits became more sporadic.
                       
Despite the many difficulties and frustrations that plague Nodira's life she is fortunate to be living with her family. The stigma attached to children living with disabilities, combined with the lack of wheelchair access in schools and the economic difficulties faced by many Uzbek families following the collapse of the Soviet Union, have led many parents to place children with disabilities in special institutions. In fact, of the 23,000 children in institutional care in Uzbekistan, 19,626 have disabilities.      


These days, Nodira does homework exercises at home and reads as much as she can. Still, it is unlikely that she will be able to finish her primary education, much less attend university. While missing out on an education is a great disappointment to Nodira, her greatest wish - a true friend - can still come true. Poverty Uzbekistan


See also...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KFZz6ICzpjI- A world vision video aimed to compare the lives of those who are poverty stricken and those who are, in comparison, spoilt brats.

Just keeping it real.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Rainy days are good for dreaming...








I love dreamy rainy days. Water makes the ground sparkle, there are mirror pools to reflect in, people seem busier and the noise the raindrops make as they hit my tin roof resonate throughout my room.

 Water is so shapeless. It can be whatever you want it to be. It can be your drink bottle, it can be your footprint, it can be your ice block mould on a hot summers day, cubes, or you know, the ones that come in flower shapes and such?

 It is just this amazing phenomenon that should create a sense of calm and peace with the world. It encourages growth, new life, nourishment and yet, people hate it, complain about it. They have car accidents because they don't have time to slow down, they run from place to place because getting wet would be so inconvenient. People hide inside and wallow in dreary moods because they "can't" go outside.

I sometimes walk to uni in the rain. I take my umbrella and listen to the water hitting the top. I watch it drip from the sides, I spin it around to make a feature fountain with me as it's centerpiece as I cross the bridge over the highway. I love being able to say I got caught in the rain. It's romantic, it is pretty, it is natural.

 I<3 rainy days

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Excuse me sir, you're blocking my freedom

And so it becomes ironic that such conservative politicians are making such wild suggestions regarding the mandatory ISP filters.  Australia is becoming so conservative that it is apparently now necessary to regulate not just what children are accessing on the internet, but also adults too. Are we, as a whole nation, too immature to look at nasty websites? It starts out with illegal sites, such as child pornography, and ends in what? Facebook because it houses profiles of criminals and makes cyber bullying really easy? Wikipedia because it is an unregulated source of information? I mean come on, what happened to the free speech and personal choice that this country so readily boasts about to other nations?  This is Australia!
I recently wrote a letter to my federal member telling her exactly what I thought about this outrageous breach of my freedom.


I am writing to express my opposition and concern regarding the introduction of mandatory ISP filtering in response to a survey I was sent recently. I am currently studying a double degree in Law/Communications and Media (Journalism)  and as a student with a very liberal approach to life, I am offended at the idea of someone else deciding what is and isn't appropriate for me to access on the internet. I have grown up in a household where I have had unfiltered internet access from a very young age. I have no doubt, at some point in my childhood, come across content deemed inappropriate for a child's viewing, in the process of exploring the vast array of content available online, however, my parents have been careful to teach me right from wrong, and I assure you I have not been "corrupted" in any way.


 There are a number of concerns I have over the introduction of this mandatory filtering program. Firstly, while I agree that there is a lot of content available online that is not appropriate for children, I am of the opinion that money would be better spent on educating parents, and more importantly children, what is and isn't appropriate to access. The other option, is to use the money to put towards filters to give parents, who can then decide what they will/won't allow their child to access. A parent blocking certain sites from their children is one thing, the government blocking certain sites from fully functional, self sufficient adults, is another. There hardly seems to be a calling to deny adults access to this "inappropriate" content.  There can only ever be a subjective outlook on what is inappropriate to access in any case, since everyone has different ideas on what this might mean. What one person finds highly offensive, might be completely normal or even interesting/amusing to someone else. 


Secondly, we don't and can't filter everything considered inappropriate out of normal every day life, just as we cannot feasibly filter out every site that is deemed inappropriate.  We can't hide children from terrorist attacks, wars, topless sunbathers on local beaches, offensive language that is rife among school aged children ( as well as in the general public), dead animals on the side of the road or sex in movies- and this is only touching on what is really out there.  Honestly, I think often the news is worse than any website, and in this day and age, the news often exposes what is on certain websites anyway, which only boosts the viewing of those sites!


Finally, I would like to touch on the concern of freedom of personal choice. I understand that society deems certain things inappropriate collectively, however, in Australia, we boast essentially complete freedom. We advertise ourselves as an understanding, multicultural, diverse nation. People come to live here, to be free,  and yet here we are wanting to control what people access in the privacy of their homes? This is not tolerant, this is not freedom. This is control. Control that is unnecessary and insulting to the average Australian.


If you want more info, check out http://www.efa.org.au/censorship/mandatory-isp-blocking/ . Get angry. 


Wednesday, September 30, 2009

The Times They Are A-Changin'




So right now I want to vomit. It has been one of those days where everything feels wrong. Personally, with the world, with the people I love. There have been earthquakes, self realizations, and many harsh spoken words. So here is my vent. I don't care if it sounds whiney. Read it. Get over it.


I hate the fact we are fighting a war against a concept that can't fight back, and we are losing. 


I hate nukes


I hate that we are scared of nukes


I hate that we need to be scared of terrorism


I hate that natural disasters can destroy entire countries in less than an hour


I hate that those disasters can't be dealt with because the world lacks resources


I hate that people kill other people


I hate world poverty and it makes me really sad thinking about it


I want to change the world at some point in my life


I want to find all the answers to the questions that haven't yet been answered


I want to live my life like I will be alive forever because I don't want to rush anything


I want to be a person who is remembered for making progress, for making people laugh, for creating happiness


I want to see things that no one else has ever seen before, and see all the things that other people have because they are just that good


I want to capture the good times and never let them go 


I want to wake up in the morning, knowing there's something new waiting for me to explore it


- chronically day dreaming, as always.







Monday, September 28, 2009

The greatest word I ever heard.


NOVOCASTRIAN.


Person 1: Where are you from?
Person 2: Newcastle.
Person 1: Oh you're a Novocastrian eh?
Person 2: Yeah.

 (Urban Dictionary)

Just some completely irrelevant and random literary knowledge for you. It means a person from Newcastle, NSW, Australia. I was so in awe of this masterpiece of a word I felt that it should be shared. It's funny because it is such an interesting, almost medieval jumble of letters. It reminds me of a castle somewhere in the UK, maybe Scotland or Wales. It reminds me of silver armor and knights on horseback and yet what it represents today is so far from this it is ridiculous to even make such a connection.  Although I suppose to be fair, they did name their NRL team "The Knights".  Next time they play, I am going to yell out "Those damn novocastrians!" Just because I can.

                                        (So there is a round table... but alas no knights :(  )

                                                                                                                    
                                                                                                           (Except for these knights... fierce no doubt. Lacking shining armor.)
                                                                          

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

One Sexy Vampire


I love that the mythical phenomenon, vampires,  can be so very cold, such icy creatures of the night, and yet, so hot. Edward Cullen has become a universal sex symbol and lets face it, there is a pretty good reason for it. Vampires, have always been such supposedly evil creatures, who have feasted on the blood of humans (despite an apparent recent move to vegetarianism) and prowled the nights, scaring us mortal human beings, forcing us to lace our homes with garlic, and keep a spare stake handy in case we should find the hearts of the perceived heartless to drive it through.

 Now, it seems as though all we really want to do is love them. Sleep with them. Put their posters on our walls. Brad Pitt, Robert Pattinson, Tom Cruise are perhaps some of the more famously good lookers who have graced our screens with their... horrifying... depictions of vampires over the past few years.

Today, they no longer sleep in coffins, but rather "sparkle in the sun". They will swing you through treetops watch you while you sleep, protect you through thick and thin. They are the ultimate romantic.  Edward Cullen, is the new age vampire that every girl dreams about. Forget the princes and the ponies and the shining armor.  Exceedingly good looks, charming personality, a sense of adventure and mystery, and to top if off, the vampire is a genius. Who wouldn't want to date a guy like this?  Prince charming was never this delicious! I say, screw the fairy tales, and give me a horror story any day.

 Regardless of your opinion on the literary merit of the twilight novels, regardless of your opinion on the cinematography in the film, I think both the casting crew and Stephenie Meyer  deserve a high five for their efforts in creating one sexy vampire.

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